Friday, May 31, 2013

Update

Well it's pretty much the end of day four since I've restarted restricting even though I'll be up for hours yet. I guess I'd like to let you know how I've been and maybe reevaluate things since I've been gone for so long.
Day 1: 1 and 1/2 sandwich with mayo, green onions, and spinach. Under 500 cal
Day 2: 1 beer 180 cal
Day 3: 2 wraps consisting of tortilla, mayo, green onion, spinach, shredded cheese. Under 400 cal
Day 4: I didn't do so good today honestly. I'd rather not say what I ate but it was still under 1000 cal.

That's how it's been in the food world. Now otherwise: Um, I got a job at the beginning of the year. Worked for 3 months and started drinking pretty heavily again. That's how I fell off track so badly. If I'm to be honest with you girls, drinking is always going to be an issue for me. Well maybe it's pessimistic to say always but you know what I mean. I quit that job after a while in pursuit of a new job but then got caught up in my own emotions and such. That's what I'm doing back here I suppose. However, I am going to start that new job soon, within the next week or two. Hopefully I can stay on track once I'm busy. I'll need you girls' help with that. I'm really excited to have a steady income again. I want a car, to move out, tattoos, beautiful furniture and decor. Can't wait c:

I suppose that's all for now. Oh! I'm having trouble commenting on certain blogs so I may post something for specific people at times. I know it may not be very effective but it's better than nothing. Good night for now girls <3 Stay strong

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Good news

It would appear my blog is functional again. :) I'm really happy about that, I need this. Two days ago I weighed in at 160. Wow :c I feel kind of guilty about this but I have a friend I've kind of tricked into helping me lose weight. I'm really excited about that though, I've never had someone in my direct life to help me along. Anyway, I'm so glad to be back, I can't wait to get thin and happy again. I look forward to hearing from any and all of you. Holy shit it's been a long time. :/