Real Progress

Hello my lovely ladies (:

I am so ecstatic. This other site is helping me so much. I met this girl that I've started texting and we keep each other on track so well! I actually just completed the 5th day of a fast. That's my new best! And I'm still going. I weighed in one day 3 and I went down from 160 to 154.4. I'm going for two more days but I may go even longer, I'm not sure yet.

Anyway, I just had to let all of you know how I've been doing. I'm back to my old self and headed to 123!

Alcohol and new site

Soo, I got to drinking again and it totally knocked me off track. SO frustrating. But I haven't gained any. That's worth something. Buuut, the scale quit working a couple days ago. Kind of freaking out about that. It's weird, it doesn't really matter but I just have to see those numbers, even if it's bad. Anyway, I found thhis awesome site myproana.com It's put together amazingly well and has tons of members. It even has a chat room! It's not as expressive or artistic as blogger but it's great when you need someone to talk to asap. Anyway, just thought I'd mention it in case anyone wanted to check it out. I'm currently 19+ hours into a fast. I'm not sure what the goal is yet. At least all of today, maybe 2 or 3.

Day 5 and Today

Yesterday, day 5, didn't go so well either. Ended up at a spontaneous dinner with no healthy options. I ordered what I could and just decided I wouldn't eat much but I got a little carried away. Not terrible, but bad enough. Today I snacked without even thinking so I wanted to get on here and promise myself and you girls that I wouldn't eat anymore. I have a bet with a friend to weigh 150 by June 20th. That's roughly ten pounds in 2.5 weeks. I have to stop messing up even if it's only a little. I'm figuring out I just don't lose weight like I used to.