My very intimate memoir accounting my existence with anorexia.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Fucking fat fuck
Binged the last two nights. I'm fucking fat. And worthless. I can't even lose 8 fucking pounds. I'm so tired of it. I used to be so good at this. I never ate. I want that back so bad.
1st - Just found your blog today, and I've read it from start to now. You're doing great, and your blog is absolutely amazing!! ^^
2nd - Just finished my second binge day in a row as well... Lets just try to be strong and get back on track tomorrow, its a new day. Stay strong, you'll be in my thoughts tomorrow.
Be strong William!
ReplyDelete"But I did it before, why is it so hard to do it now?" is always one of the favourite questions of the blogorexia!
xoxo
Lucy
Oh, sweetie... it's okay. We all go through periods like that. If you need a restricting / fasting support buddy, you have my email :)
ReplyDeleteJust keep trying, you'll get there eventually. Like you said, you've done it before, you can do it again. Don't give up :)
ReplyDeletexx
1st - Just found your blog today, and I've read it from start to now. You're doing great, and your blog is absolutely amazing!! ^^
ReplyDelete2nd - Just finished my second binge day in a row as well... Lets just try to be strong and get back on track tomorrow, its a new day. Stay strong, you'll be in my thoughts tomorrow.
Xx - H <3